Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Meaningless April Fool's day 2009

This year's April Fool's day i'm very lucky because i did not being teased by anyone. Today is the first day unemployed after work for 2 years and 8 months in this company. i woke up at 7am by my biological clock but i nap n enjoy the morning till 8.20am. What a great morning.

I went to many places to do my own stuffs and also went back to office to clean up my things. i'm quite stupid because i always offer help that i suppose not to. i will being cheated and being used by them. So i just talk but no action. Very sorry to them.

My lunch with my ex-colleagues is not that happy. i being so quiet to observe their behaviour, their eye to eye contact, their wording and so on. feel this bunch of friend is not what i think last time. although there is once we are very friendly but there sure will have some pitfalls.

Communication is very important but it is not easy to do. i knew it is important but i can't talk to them, ask them what has happenned. Anyhow, communication should be a two way, include 2 parties willing to talk openly.

This coming saturday i should have a dinner with his family to celebrate his mum's birthday but what a conincident that my father's birthday also fall on the same date. I don't hope it will be like this but what can i do? I hope he can understand me and be with me all the time but sometimes life is like that. You can deeply love someone today, the feeling is very sweet but at the end of the day, everything turn upside down.

Overall, today is not a happy day.

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